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Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


when i woke up..
same nitemare..
me hurt deep within..
cant heal again..
if only..
u quit playin game with my heart early..
if only..
u've been true to me..

how i wish i could turn time back..
impossible as it may seem..
but i wish i could so badly..

time cant mend my heart..

only i noe..
deep within im sad..
the smile i hold is not 100%..
but only with tis smile..
a lie of happiness..
only can i live on..

i'll nvr trust love again..
for its jus lie..


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Monday, January 10, 2011
8:21 AM

I'm jus so emo:(
I dun even think u will be reading this..
But what I really want to say is Im still weak..
I may have laugh and joke in front of u...
I may have look so normal..
I may have give a great big smile..
I may have jus sound normal..
I may have say its ok..
I may have say Im fine...
I may have tell everyone Im better and healing...


But only deep inside I know..
I really want to cry..but no tears wants to come out...
I really want to jus hide aside and be all alone..
I really want to tell u that Im not alright...
I really want to say that everything is really not fine..
I really want you to hug me..
I really know Im hurt...


I try to be strong but it cnt stay long...
whenever I see u commenting on other girls fb..
whenever I see u chatting more than other girls instead of me...
I felt worst:)...

Im jus so alright till Im not...
I agree Im really weak now..
I agree I still like u...
I agree Im lying to everyone including myself that Im fine...
I agree that when I say Im ok I meant Im really not ok..
I agree when I say dun worry I meant I want u too worry but I dun dare to say it out...


Lets jus hope time can bring this pain to memories that once think back is nothing more but something like a vapour of smoke that will vanish really quickly..

Will you ever notice me...